So, I decided at the end of the season last year to focus on limited private sessions, and not accept weddings anymore. This is bittersweet because I love weddings and photographing them! But, through all the seasons of my life there are priorities and boundaries that need to change. For me a perfectionist and artist it is difficult for me to say no to anything creative, including any client that comes my way...but for my sanity and the cherished time I spend with my girls I decided to cut back DRAMATICALLY. I ended up doing way more then I originally set out to do this Spring through Fall, mainly because there were so many seniors banging down my door! (Seniors and models are my absolute favoritist thing to photograph!!) So, I once again have to place some NEW boundaries and priorities for this coming year.
Much of this decision last year was based on my success as a photographer which is what I always wanted. (Or thought I did!) Once I achieved I didn't feel at peace at all...and I was missing little moments with my girls that cannot be given back. Although I am a stay at home mom and work mainly in the wee hours of night, my focus and sanity was draining! I decided rather then to take a step forward into my own studio full time, and put the girls in day care, I was going to quit photography and homeschool the girls. I think at that moment I was being the dramatic me, and still needed a balance. I took on homeschooling, and this is our 2nd year having a great time together. Priceless moments we share and I think I am learning more then they are! In every change and season I learn new things about myself. I have learned that I am not wasting my gifts by not using them as a job, and my ministry is not gone by me saying no or cutting back. My girls are my ministry and my job, and to be able to preserve their memories with my art is amazing. This year was such a blessing, but I did realize again, that I was doing too much. I am being so honest here, so bear with me! I love what I do, but no amount of money or success in the world is worth lack of peace and priceless moments missed!
So, with that said...I did cave in and accepted a wedding this year. I couldn't resist as they were wonderful clients that have become once again like family! I will not be accepting any more weddings until my girls are a bit older and the time is right. I will miss doing them, but focusing on select private sessions will still be wonderful. What a way to go out though...this wedding was GORGEOUS! Every detail thought out and every person involved loving and passionate. I love this family! They also know how to throw a party! What a celebration it was. The ballroom was the most elegant place to have a reception...like a fairytale. We had alot of fun between the ceremony stopping around Grand Rapids and taking pictures at some of my favorite spots. In spite of the very cold weather it was a blessed sunny day. The couple is from Chicago but their family is here, so they are used to their share of windy cold weather! I don't think there could have been anything else added to this amazing wedding to make it more beautiful or moving.
So, on to new seasons for me...feel free to still call and check availability, but ahead of time if I am unavailable...then you will know that I am cherishing time with my family!
Enjoy your sneak peak!
how beautiful is this anyway?!
so sweet and in love...
The flowers were incredible, as was the ballroom!
doesn't this look yummy?! My favorite part!
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